To my Best Friend.

I don't know if you will ever see this.
But I'm hoping if you do, you will not read it with despair, but read it how you would of read it before we were worlds apart.
I want you to know, and to never forget.
To remember and to consider.
To Love and to care.

I will Love you for always.
Like always.
From the moment I first told you, on the phone curled up amongst my pillows on my bed, just before the Nineteenth of September.
I will always be in Love with you.
I'll always be here waiting, for when you're ready.
and I won't Love you any less, but always more.
I will still make you sandwiches, with cat faces drawn on the wrapping to take to work with you.
I will still always wait for you to fall asleep first.
I will still always call you little meow.
I will still always walk to your house in the rain.
I will still surprise you and meet you after work waiting on the cream bench, watching you lovingly while you clean up your till.
I will still buy you treats.
I will still make you tuna on toast.
I will still draw you pictures of you, me and tommie going on holidays.
I will still sleep with one of my legs over yours.
I will still look for places to draw little caterpillars in your room.
I will still scissor grab you.
I will still say "Likka babiez bawttum" with you.
I will still call you to say "the showw, when am I gonna be on the showw, I have a great act!"
I will still write you stories about a Lover in the sky and a beautiful girl living on a star.
I will still do my very best to help you clean your room without getting sleepy.
I promise I won't call you everyday.
I promise to let you spend the day and night on you're own to play your game as often as you want.
I promise to smile more.
I promise to be Happy always.
I promise I won't cry on my own.
I promise to wear any pretty dress you want me to wear.
I promise to create and play music again.
I promise to be get well and be independent.
I promise to never get upset with you over silly things ever again.
I promise to support you in every goal you want to achieve, no matter what, through anything.
I will still always believe in you, in your incredible talent, and your beautiful Heart.
I will still trust you,with every inch of me.
I will still do whatever I can to make you smile.
I will still do whatever I can to make you Happy.
I will still be your best friend.
I will still Love you, just as much as I always have, with all my heart, and all my fingers and toes.
With every smile you've ever made me smile, with every Michael song thats ever made me happy.
With every bit of my existence, everything I have become and everything you have given me.
With every little stripe on little Tommies tail.
I will Always be your Applecheaks.
I will never blow away.


See you soon Darling Beautiful Moonface.